Cancer kids say pretty cool things

SLOW DANCE

Have you ever watched kids
On a merry-go-round?
Or listened to the rain
Slapping on the ground?
Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?
Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?
You better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.
Do you run through each day
On the fly?
When you ask how are you?

Do you hear the reply?

When the day is done

Do you lie in your bed
With the next hundred chores 
Running through your head?
You'd better slow down
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.
Ever told your child, 
We'll do it tomorrow?
And in your haste,
Not see his sorrow?
Ever lost touch,
Let a good friendship die 
Cause you never had time 
To call and say,'Hi
You'd better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.
When you run so fast to get somewhere
You wont miss half the fun of getting there.
When you worry and hurry through your day,
It is like an unopened gift....
Thrown away.
Life is not a race.
Do take it slower
Hear the music
Before the song is over.

Ireallywanttoscreamatyoubutyou'lljusttellmeI'mbeingabitch

so at the moment I would be at my best friends house, but noo my stupid family has to decide to come up and then I can't go. now she is annoyed because her mother is getting drunk and her brother is having a party downstairs with some whores and the other people on his rowing team. I hate my mom right now, I wish she could see that I just don't want to be here. I mean like the family doesn't even talk to me, so me being here is pointless. oh and she told me I'm getting fat, thanks mom (Y) I love how she raises my self confidence. bitch. 

And it was at this time during the darkest days of Christianity that, as he was nailed to the cross and raised up for all to gaze upon his tortured and twisted body, he looked down wearily at his 12 apostles and, speaking softly with his last gasping breath, said unto them. . . . . . Don't touch my fuckin' easter eggs I'll be back on Monday!

Happy Late Easter Biiittccheees (:

Eaaaaster Camp

EASTERCAMP! I had the most amazing 5 days ever, in my life. It was so inspiring, and the worship and fellowship that was flowing around there was just so awe numbingly good. Made friends with a pretty sweet dance crew called Create, had someone from my camp win talent quest (Go Theo! :D) and got grass all through my tent. It was a weekend of food, sun, bouncy castles, paint ball, God, glowstick parties, vollyball, ninja games and Easter awesomeness ^^ Hope your holidays have started off as well as mine have :) Oh'oh, and I really missed @finnclark and loved talking to him, your amazing babe x Draw a crazy picture Write a nutty poem Sing a mumble-gumble song Whistle through your comb Do a loony-goony dance 'Cross the kitchen floor Put something silly in the world That ain't been there before :)

Hey yaaaa'll. sorry I haven't blogged in fo'eber.

I'm starting school on Wednesday, le gasp. It's going to be interesting.

So anyways what's been happening with me you may be asking?

hmmm' well; Alex McGoram and Julia Nairn are now dating and being all squee because I introduced their asses to each other and now they are inseparable :D I went into school yesterday to get a locker and some bitch had taken mine so now I have to wait for the first day to tell her that its mine and she should get her own. in a nice way of course :) I went to Ragga Muffin. got a shirt, my cheeks got sunburned, saw Lauren Hill live, LOL-ed at how amazing Shaggy was, got a flashing light stick thingy, threw up, smelt like weed for the rest of the weekend, and straightened all of my hair (Y)

what's happening with you guys? anything fun? 

IM A STALKER. 

THOSE KITTENS ARE MY LIFE. No joke.

Anywhooo, hey ya'll or well Alex. because I think he's the only one that reads these (:

Today I went to church, got eyeliner in my eye, which made my eyes water so I had make up free afternoon. played Mafia with the youth people at church, I was Mafia member so I killed people. Whoo! Death! its a awesomesauce game and apparently I'm really good at it. Oh and Ranga is currently sitting on my head. or well he's on the beanbag sleeping. and my head is leaning against the beanbag. thus' he is on my head haha. 

Anyways, today. church. then I felt really sick, so my eyes started to water because I threw up. make up ran down my face. I looked really quite tragic. so I threw up in the bathrooms at church (SORRY GCC bathroom cleaners!) Nat went to my grandma's house. I went home, hopped onto the couch. watched t.v. then around 5 ish I went and layed down on the ground in the sun by our pool and Nigguh and Ranga were being all sneaky and trying to jump on me xD

then mom and dad came home. me and dad went for a run/walk around One Tree Hill (:

First time we've had a time to talk. I found out what his actual job is! o.o it was pretty cool, I found out also that when he was my age he was like an exercise buff and would hang out with the all blacks and top cyclist and swimming people in NewZealand. oh and that he was an uber nerd :D and got asked to join Mensa. which is apparently like amazing. for smart nerd type people. after that we came home. I made udon noodle stir fry for dinner and that was amazingly nomnom and now I am watching Death at a funeral, watching the kittens sleeping and listening to the washing machine :)

LOVEYOUALL xo

Hey ya'll (:

Hello blogging world (:

Blah bananas! Dreamt my dad killed me, third death related nightmare he's been in .. a sign? maybe? Woke up, read all morning, went to this book fair at the ASB Showgrounds with my parents, got bored, watched movies, good day? I think so (Y) Got ton's of CD's too, of some bands I've never heard of. Mystery Jets - Making Dens Giant Drag - Hearts and Unicorns Shiny Toy Guns - We Are Pilots and a few more :D It's been a very nice today I think ^-^ My sister just got back from Thames. GTG. Bye xoxo

Thursday, 7th of Jan (:

Hey bloggerboo's (:

Well today was fun'fun. So I woke up around .. 9.45 ish, wondering what to do, then I remember I was seeing Alex. So I kind of just lay there for awhile longer til' it was like 10.30 ish and got changed. I started off wearing a blue singlet and jeans that I proceeded to rip to shreds with a steak knife I found in my room, then I was like to myself, '' I'm hot, I'm going to cut them into cut off jeans'' so I did just that. After that, I changed 3 more times. put a massive bow in my hair then ran back into my room, threw on a dress and my granny cardy and went and told my mom I was leaving. she told me to take out the bow, so I did. then ran downstairs, totally forgot to eat anything or take my pills and walked to my bus stop :) Sitting on the ground , out of the sun I then tried to read some of Jane Eyre but I kept getting distracted by people txting me .. :\ Then my bus came and I gave the driver my $2 for my two stages. and as we were drivn' down the road who happens to get onto my bus but dear little Reon ^-^ It was great, we talked to this old man sitting across from us and I threw Reon's beanie away from him.. then he got off at Metro and I couldnt be bothered so I stayed on the bus and went down to Britomart. From there Alex said he was in the city, so I walked up and he walked down and we completely missed each other and he had to run up the road to come get me. Then we went to the movies and saw Cirque Du Freak: The Vampires Assistant. I loved it ^_^ especially the parts we didn't watch ;D after that was finished I went to the bathroom, kicking the door open like the ninja I am , these asian guys saw me and laughed. and I was like.. fail =='' after that we went to the library, walked around there then I sat down at the children's drawing table and started to color in a picture of the Grinch in green :3 then Alex came and sat next to me and drawed something or rather. then he tried to take a picture of me because I tried to take one of him. then we deleted most of the photos that we took because we're cool xD by then it was coming up to 4 o'clock. OH and I did a cross word and we listened to NeverShoutNever and I was singing along crappily and quietly ^___^ after that I had to go, so we did our hand shake thing that kept changing because I'm cool and I walked down the road. OHYEAH. whilst waiting for Alex to get to Metro, these french guys tried to hit on me >__< 

BLOGGER YOU DELETED EVERYTHING I WROTE. I REFUSE TO WRITE ANYMORE. *protests*

MANE OF RAWR.

Listening to: You're A Fiend Girl (ft. Dropping a Popped Locket) - Dot Dot Curve :)

Mood: really happy

Currently: lying on my bed looking at some photos

Watching: the song ending on itunes

So today's been another make-up less day of blah. it was just mom & I today, everyone woke up and I couldn't be bothered moving so I stayed in bed til' around 10 ish and then mom gave me 5 minutes to get ready and then we went and picked up a microwave for the flat from this guy in Remuera (:

After that we decided to go visit my aunt and see if they were back from Ohope, they were so we went and said hello and I got to cuddle with my home guuurrl Pippa, (she was born on my birthday (Y) :D ) which was awesomesauce. Grandma tried to get us to stay for food , but she's weird so we left and went grocery shopping instead ^-^ I saw a guy I knew there from Avigails dinner party, bleach blond I can't remember his name but he kept staring at me while I was trying to find things in the supermarket.. OH. and we spotted my Aunty Hannah & co. shopping which meant I got to see Isla Rose :3 and she was all adorable and cute and baby like haha. 

So we're home now, unpacked everything. Oh'oh. I got some new measuring cups and canola oil so I can make the Vegan Apple Cake Nicholas told me to make (Y) below I'll put the recipe incase anybody else wants to make it, because its amazing. I'll try make it, and put a photo up next blog :) 

Equipment: 
bundt pan, mixing bowls

Ingredients
2 1/2 cups grated, peeled, fresh zuchini
2 ripe bananas, mashed well
1 cup canola oil
3 cups flour
2 cups sugar
1 tsp. salt
1 tsp. soda
1 tsp. cinnamon
1 tsp. vanilla
1 cups ground walnuts
1 cups semi-sweet chocolate chips


Directions
In medium sized mixing bowl, combine zuchini, bananas, oil, and vanilla. Stir well or beat with electric mixer if you want to be fancy. In large bowl, combine all remaining ingredients except chocolate. Add wet mixture to dry, mix well and add chocolate chips. Pour into lightly greased and floured bundt pan. Bake at 350 for 45-60 minutes, until toothpick or knife inserted comes out clean. Let cool upright 15 minutes, then invert onto cooling rack. Allow to cool 30 minutes before tasting. Enjoy! :D

Below is the most amazing baby girl ever. <3

ARGH. BLOG YOU FAIL. it deleted like half the things I typed and didn't publish it. like after I put a heart. everything just disappeared. D:

Listening to: Love Cats - The Cure and Remembering Sunday, I have them both on repeat.

Mood: sleepy .. ish, but happy.

Currently: talking to like 3 people and thinking about some things, oh and singing along to Remembering Sunday 

Watching: George trying to reply to my question, the ''Frosty is typing...'' thing keeps turning on and off, good or bad? >.<

Wearing: Mah' hot ass pajamas bro, my pink, white, red and black striped cotton boxer bottoms and a grey singlet I found on my floor :D

Hey blogging world. Just thought I'd pop in and give ya'll something to fill in your bleak, quiet nights with. So I'm currently chilling on my bed being all blahness and yeah. I'm quite excited for the next few weeks, I've got alot to look forward too, like this week Thursday I'm seeing Alex. and I swear to Ghandi that boy is cool. (: Me and him + movies = fun times ;D We're seeing Fantastic Mr. Fox, even though I hate puppets or anything weirdly animated to look kind of vaguely like puppets. stupid puppets -__- Today I didn't brush my hair, because it looked so pretty and curly when I got around to finding a brush that I didn't want to touch it, I went to the movies with meh' famz and we took my cookies and I took my raw macaroni :3 and I had to be uber quiet trying to eat it because my mother kept hitting me because my macaroni was to loud. oh'oh and we had my cookies with this REALLY good Rush Monroes hokey pokey ice cream and I would take a cookie and scoop some of the ice cream onto it and it was really really nomnom ^-^ I'm not weird or anything, ussually I'd dunk my ice cream into my popcorn and eat it like that, but we didn't have any popcorn because we were in the fancy pants Lido Cinema, and I <3>

Anyways, I'm going to Raggamuffin on the 25th :D its in Rotorua so we're doing a road trip down, visit my nanny on our way and then get back the day before school starts. EEP! I start school soon >.<>

DID YOU KNOW: that if you put liquor on a scorpion it will go crazy and stab itself to death? :L

Anywhooooooooo, I'm going to go.. OH. I forgot to say. One of my best friends .ever. in this world. ever. is coming up to visit me on the 22nd :D I'm really really nervous, and really really excited at the same time. He lives in Christchurch. I've known him for like.. 3 years now, and I swear he is one of the most amazing guys I know, I would pretty much fail at life if I didn't know him. Hmm' a little bio of things I know about him..

George ''something or rather'' Frost.

Plays drums.

Has the most amazing music taste.

Curly wild hair.

Tall.

Old.

I'm moving in with him and his best mate when I finish school (:

I can tell him pretty much anything.

He doesn't know how amazing he is.

<3>

 I made cookies! :D

Nicholas Patrick Marce.

that's him.

been sitting here for like 10 minutes LOL ing at Nick and all of his many emoticons on msn.

he's moving here at the end of the year (Y) and might be moving in with me, which would be ace bananas because he's so cooooolio. Him and JuJu are like this *crosses fingers* and I'm uber keen to hang out with him and them and see him play his geee-tar and stuffs (: xo

The Lovely Bones.

I'm in love with this book. I'm seeing the movie again today, the movie was really good (Y)

I think everyone should see it. and read the book. but read the book first. the book is REALLY good, it made me cry. I'm going to look for Blind Side today, the book that is, because I watched the movie last night and it was literally the most adorable/inspirational movie I have ever seen ever. :)

For Luke (:

Just woke up to an incredibly windy morning. 
My hair is all curly and blobbeh today, due to intense conditioning last night. I haaaaate having to get up on mornings like this. I REFUSE >.<>NewYears resolutions; 1. try to write on this blog thing as much as possible. 2. Dailybooth as much as possible, even though I only have 2 followers :D 3. Get around to making Pia's Christmas, now birthday present

Peace out yo' ^-^ oh. 

Listening to: Give A Damn - A Rocket To The Moon; Wake up playlist. Currently: sitting on my bed talking to Luke <3 class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;">Wishing: I was sleeping. Smells: Like Lynx Chocolate. <3

I didn't get up til' 11.15 this morning. I'm a morning person, not by choice, so that was really really nice. This is me, in the morning. you should all feel so proud that I would show you what I look like in the morning: sleepy and blah. oh and pale (:

I'm doing nothing today, so might do some washing and clean up my room. I need to get some things from the city, like more Lynx Chocolate. :D Luke just made a blog. Everyone should follow him too, http://metallicker666.blogspot.com/ because he's awesomesauce, and still hasn't written anything. Okay I'm off, salutations ^_^ xo

For Luke (:

Listening to: Bo Fo Sho - Bo Burnham

Mood: Happy. Content. erm' I'm average :)

Currently: rapping along to the song yo ;D  

Watching: le screen

BLAH. I'm UBER tired for some insane reason. I mean I went to bed at like .. 2 ish last night. that's average-ly early I think (: So anyways, Luke asked me to update, so this is it. 

Happy New Year's everyone :D 17 things that happened in the past year;

1. Moved back to Nueva Zealanda

2. Acceptance into Senior College, class of '10

3. Moved into our new house , #48 The Drive (:

4. Got meh' some kittycats, Ranga and Nigguh

5. I made a dress BY MYSELF

6. I became obsessed with huge bows

7. I met some amazing people

8. Lost some friends

9. Family got back together

10. Saw way too many movies with Alex

11. Vegetarian

12. I met Luke (:

13. Pia and Shag :D

14. I fell for this guy.. <3

15. I forgot about this blog

16. Started the Krue ;D

17. Used WAY to many smileys

Yeah, so this is great. This week I'm not really to busy I don't think, Thursday I'm going to the movies with Alex to see .. I don't know what were seeing. We got into a fight about nothing and stopped talking, but that's okay because we're going to the movies like we always do :) I'm seeing JuJu (Julia) on Friday to see The Princess and the Frog :D I love her. she's awesomesauce. Her boyfriend Nick is moving here at the end of the year, I'm sooo excited Nick's amazing ^-^

so yeah, this is it :) 

Wuv yoo wong tiem <3 xo